okay, seriously

I give up. Nothing will happen. No one cares enough to want to get to know me. So, I just give up on this.

Basically, I'm waiting until college.



So yes, Starbucks tonight, was rad. It was so much fun. First, me and rebecca ran across the street to taco bell. The quesadilla (sp?) was not as good as my last one. there was not enough cheese on that thing. Then I came back to starbucks, and we played cards. It was pretty damn fun. I loved it. I tried not to buy any starbucks, but then i just needed some. I was about to fall asleep right there at the handicap table. i love coffee.


And now, I am back home. Blogging and on facebook. This is what my life has come to, Starbucks, Blogs and Facebook.
I love it. I really do. I couldn't be happier. Well, I could if i had a guy. But whatever.


One more day left of break. Thats depressing. CAuse I have to read a whole book tomorrow. Granted, i only have to read like 50 pages, but still. Its about Hamlet. Bleh.

I hate how i am so incapable of talking to guys. Well, scratch that. Guys I find cute. I always act like a total idiot, or I don't say anything. I just kind of sit there. And then I hate myself when I leave because I didn't say anything to them. Bleh, boys are dumb. Well, not all boys, but a vast majority.


well, im gunna go on youtube now.
possibly make a vlog tonight, probley not.

I made one a few days ago, but there this weird hiss in the background, so i deleted it.

but chyea


IMOUTIE.

oh man

tonight was a rad ass night. I went to target with Danielle and CJ. Then we went to starbucks and I saw Steven Bosse and Richard Null. They havn't changed, which is a good thing, cause they're awesome. Then cj danielle and i went to the lake behind the library and prank called Jacob.
That was entertaining. We were really surprised that he went along with it as long as he did. Then we went to Taco Bell, cause we were hungry, but didn't get anything, cause we were cheap. And then we went back to starbucks where I didn't talk to the people I went there with because I was talking to Steven and Richard, cause I havn't seen them in foreverrr.

Then I went back to Danielles house and played wii.
Man, it was a good night.
and Tomorrow will be rad because I get to go to starbucks again !
yesss.

in the new livelavalive video on youtube. He drinks out of a longaberger mug. My mom sells those baskets. It was funny. It made my day.



yep yep.
th-th-th-that's all folks !

yessir

i love livelavalive.

go watch him on youtube. mitchell is hilarious

I made a video last night. but it was stupid. I can't do anything without an editor. Or a good camera. So just screw it. I'll just have to wait until i get something.

I have so many ideas. Its not even funny. I have so much shit all floating around my head, i have to write it down. or type, but i usually write it down cause its easier and faster.

NEW BAND ALERT !

owl city, holy shizzzz, he is raaaad. go listen.

i feel so fat. its, oh mi gaawd. I love turkey day. I am so full, i can barely move. and that tryptophan. it got to me. i took a nap. oh it was niiice. i dreamt that i was at youtube live and met bo burnam. yess.

chyea.

IMOUTIE.

oh man,

i need to come up with more of these !


when it's raining,it's like the clouds are pissing on us.
you know how people sit in a chair backwards...why not toilets?
sometimes i wonder if when a volcano errupts...its like it has flatulance.
i hate birds.
don't throw rocks at people...why the hell would you do that anyways?
bubbles are the most bipolar thing in this entire world...one minute they're up the next minute they're down.
You know when you have a dream within a dream...that's trippy
penguins can't fly, I suggest we attach 200 balloons to it so it knows what it's missing
I want a tee shirt, made of t's
A E I O U and sometime Y because he doen't like to hang out with those fuckers all the time


oh yes, that's what happens when i just sit in my bed and write anything and everything that pops into my head.

sometimes its good to be me.

i decided to post

an old note from facebook. it made me smile


so, today i went to the Freshmarket to get some Orangina.
But somehow I found myself on the Ice Cream Aisle.
I was looking at my favorite ice cream, Cookie dough, and I then looked at the price, $7.32.
I was like

WTF.

Why the deuce is ice cream $7.32 ?!

I picked up the box and started reading.

It said vegitarian...

I would like to know what jerk at the ice cream factory is sneaking meat into my cookie dough ice cream



oh man, i totally forgot about this day. that was fun.
i think im gunna go to the freshmarket to get me some orangina cause i never bought any when i went to get it in the first place.

my 30th blog

is dedicated to Danielle.
cause she is the only person who ever reads my blogs.

I went to starbucks...again. tonight. I learned a new card game. holy smokes, it is fuuun. Its called mao or something. but its amazing. It took me a while to catch on, but i got it. eventually.

I really need to revise my essay, again. and get cj and others to edit it so i can make it amazing. I need a good gradeon it.

my contacts are dry. I think its time for a new pair.

ahhh, thanksgiving is on thursday !!


whoa whoa whao whoa whoaaa. guess what i just found on the floor.
5 bucks.
im rich.
i also founda green blanket ! yess. im rich and warm ! its my lucky day.

i like how youtube has made the videos widescreen now. haha. its great.

ya know, i was thinking a few days ago that i need a rapper name for me.
theres jeezy, weezy, and yeezy. soooo nows there meezy !
yesss. thats my rapper name, meezy. be jealous.

i'm having a bad hair day.

la di da di doo.


HEY ! do you want some?
i thought you would.
well too bad.

BOO- YA !



oh by the way, you just lost the game.

oh, dang.


wow, people probley hate me now.


the saddle rides hard in seattle.
the saddle rides hard in seattle.

that doesn't sound dirty at all.

CHYEA.

IMOUTIE.

hi, I'm lucy dean

and what's the point of this blog going to be? do you have any idea? cause i have no freaking idea.



shakeshakeshake.



ooh, that looks good.









next on the agenda.

it's hot in here.

so take off all your clothes

i really hope everyone still remembers that song

when you go to the store will you buy me a flux capacitor?

lucy, what's a flux capacitor?

what do you mean whats a flux capacitor?

it's the only device that allows you to travel through time did you ever see the back to the future movies? geeze, loser

i want a t-shirt made from Ts.

holy shizzzz

really, really? another one? these things really aren't even that great.



i need to come up with new stuff. I mean, every time i decide that im going to make a video. I type it into Youtube and 197803295709 other people have already made the same exact idea. gahh.

I mean, panda sneezing, I could have been that panda.

OR.

I'll think of a doing a parody of something. But its already been done a gazillion times...

gar.

Chyea. its finally Thanksgiving break.

I bes happy.

I need to make some videos.

I need a new camera.

and a movie editor.

i really hope i get a macbook for christmas.

can you do me a favor and be as sexy as you possibly can?

I really want the stupid lightsaber app from iTunes. I'd hit everyone with it then run away. I get my newiTouch in 13 days ! HOOrah.

i need to find something to do tonight... wanna do something?

oh geeze

that was totally just supercalifragilisticespialadoucious !
mel's mom was just learning how to "crump"
we are all dancing like we are in a club

i need to turn 18 so that i can go to a real club !
oh man. that will be rad.
its like 73 more days
i'm pumped
i'm all jacked up on mountain dew !!!


expect more blogs tonight because i will be drawn to tell you all what happens tonight and i just have to blog about so i can remember it from days tocome
oh yesss




back to the sexiness of the guys in the sisterhood of the traveling pants 2

oh yes

orgasm.

ORGASM

holy shiz.
hot asian in sisterhood of the traveling pants



holy crap

sexyyyyyyyyyyyy

balloons

are so much fun to pop while siting on them.

im over at mel's for her birthday partay. its pretty damn rad. we are watching the sisterhood of the traveling pants 2 right now. I got her some socks. haha. oh yes. i'm amazing. costas who is in the sisterhoood of the traveling pants was on greek ! he played max ! ah i knew he looked familar ! he is so sexy. holy crap.

I got a new hat today. i need to take a picture of it so you can see it. it is pretty rad. i love it. I also got a new scarf and mittens. I got the type of mittens that look like hobo gloves and then you can turn them into mittens they are totaly rad. i really shouldn't be buying stuff this close to christmas. theres like 32 days until christmas i'm pumped. i need to go buy my ingrediants for the cookies that i have to make for kellye and megan for their birthday.

I cann0t wait until I go to college. Seriously. I want to get away from the same faces. I want to make new friends. I mean its not that I don't like my friends. I'm just ready for a change. I don't want to leave my awesome friends that i have right now. I just want some new faces. ya know what I mean.

Its almost time to srat putting up christmas lights. And put in the tree and wrap presents I'm so excited. I love christmas time. Everyone is always so nice. Its fun to go shopping for my parents and my sister. I have so many ideas of what i can get for my sister. Its not even funny. There is like 230982395 things I could get her. but i'm only going to get her like 5 things.

the lights from the cars passing by mels house make weird designs on the walls.

i should probley get off of this because its not my computer.
damn. this is a long blog.


too bad no one ever reads my blogs

well, if i ever get famous on youtube, someone will end up reading this. which will be really rad.

I wish i could draw. I wish i was artistic in a different way than with music. I wish I could draw and play music.

i wish i had a boyfriend. I

oh my god.
holy shizzzzzzzzzzzz.
sisterhood of the traveling pants 2. he just got naked.
ORGASM !!!!!

ohhh geeze. that was amazing.
i want him

back it what i was saying. I want a boyfriend. I hope that when i go to college i can have a boyfriend. or at least find an awesome guy to be friends with. that would be pretty cool.

I want to tyedye something.

I need a haircut. my ends are dead. its gross. I neeeeeed to get my hair colored again. all my red is gone. its depressing. i can't wait for college.
Im pumped for college.
179 days until graduation !!


okay. time to go and actually talk to my friends instead of talking to no one on this blog where no one reads it. except for the select few people who read it when i say that they should go read it on facebook.

i think i'm gunna go do that now



nooo....i'm too lazy.


:G

do you ever get the type of days

where nothing ever goes right?

I get them pretty damn often.



Yesterday was one... It started when we had to take club pictures. I didn't get to sit in front because I got there too late. whatever. that didn't bother me thaat much. but then in english. I was typing up my research paper. I had finished my first paragraph and was starting my second when all of a sudden, my computer just shuts off. And of course, it didn't save. gah. kill me now. and now I have a freaking 77 in algebra. I hate that class. My mom wants me to go in early for tutoring. Hah, no. I have a tutor I don't need to go in for more tutoring. Its just the stupid quizes. I always make a 100 on my tests. but when it comes to quizes. I'm hopeless.




whatever. it's almost thanksgiving break. Thank goodness. I need this break.

Wednesday we post it noted and saran wraped my friends car. and stuffed if full of balloons. oh it was amazing. I'm pretty proud of that. it was a work of art.

partay tonight
i'm pumped

so my mom had this ah-mazing idea. Well. it starts off with her going to California the end of april beginning of may for a while and then when she comes back, she brings my grandma so she can come to my graduation. and then after mine and my sisters graduation i fly out with my grandma to california so I can see my cousin graduate ! and then I will get to spend some time with my cousin and my family in california ! yessss. I hope it happens. oh man. that would be rad. totally rad.

mk. I need to go to target and get a bday present and deodorant
:F

peace

i love wordle !

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have i told you

how much I like this kid?


holy smokes.


I don't know. He has an amazingg voice.


I am in love with his lyrics.


and his face.





baha.



but, aaaanyways.
i gots me a lacrosse meeting tonight. then open night mic, then algebra 2 tutoring ! woo !
today we were supposed to be doing research for my research paper. but ya see,

what had happened was.

theres photobooth on the laptops we were using.

i mean how can you just ignore that?
soo. we took some pictures.

it was quite fun.

my research paper will probley suck.

but I had fun.

thats all that matters right?

haha.

i need to go change my shirt.

good day.

:J

i feel like i was just one madTV

I was driving home today from french horn lessons and i was at a stop light. All of a sudden i hear someone yelling "HEY YOU! CUTIE!" I was like wtf? so I look to my left and there is this guy waving at me and motioning me to roll down my window. So I rolled it down like a thrid of the way just to see what he wanted. And you will never guess what he said to me.





he said. Can I have yo number?
he said "yo" instead of "your"
it was hilarious
I said no.
because he was weird.
but yeah
oh man. that just made my day.

oh my goodness

forget about neil

christofer drew is my new love.

my goodness. he is so cute. and he can sing. hes the perfect boy. haha.

youshould go listen to him. nevershoutnever! its...idk...just good. his voice it soft and nice sounding. its just rad. and it doesn't hurt that hes so cute. and the way he spells his name with an f instead of ph. that makes him even cuter.

i call dibs.

i need to find some money to buy his cd. i want it. christmas present? i think yes.

i went to starbucks last night. twice. because i have no life. but it was fun. im gunna miss danielle when she moves. shes entertaining. haha.

but chyea.

4321

I'm letting you go.

Damn. how the hell are people so dumb?

I just don't understand.

I guess i'm just

naive.

But whatever. I'll get by.

so you remember my list I made when I first got this thing?

well, i finally completed

SIX

of my goals. hells to the yes.

i completed:

1. Get exempts from my classes

2. Get a B in Alg 2

3. Get a boyfriend.

4. Be kissed.

5. Sit on a roof and stare at the stars.

6. Go shopping for my dorm

7. Get accepted to a random college on the other side of the country.

8. Actually fill out my transcript request form so I can get accepted.

9. Actually read one of my English books.

10. Make all West band again.

12. Be in the orchestra for a play.

13. Get a fun job.

14. Buy an iPod Touch

15. Go on a road trip with my friends.

16. Make a crazy youtube video.

i'm really surprised no one noticed that there

wasn't a number

11. on my list.

thats cause i'm not a fan of the number 11.

I don't know why.

probley because I always miss

the stupid number 11

on all my stupid tests.

oh yes, i'm proud of my acomplishments. I hope to continue on my list.

I have another list. But, I just havn't wrote out becuase

its personal.

but chyeaaa.

i need some sleep

all west orchestra audtions tomorrow.

send me luck.

dear jesus

Neil Haskell is so fine. oh man.

So, i got my lacrosse stick and all that fun stuff today. I'm so pumped. We had proactice today, but there was some confusion...so I didn't go. haha. but chyeaaaa. I'm still pumped for this. I can catch the ball with my stick ! yesss.

I have been looking at cameras lately because i am in desperate need of a new one. I really want a canon. I loove canons. I think i'm gunna geta Canon PowerShot SX110 IS

yep yep.

welp...i have to go and do a MWDS. then I'm going outside to throw around a ball with my lacrosse stick or watch Sweeny Todd.

g'day.

fuck

I can never do anything right. I hate myself. I don't get why I always screw everything up. I'm a fuck up. I'm a fucking loser.

I hate myself.

I can't believe

that I am going to play lacrosse. It's official. I am on the team. haha. I didn't even have to try out ! Oh man. I don't even know what to think. but I'm pumped !

welp. time for dinner and then to get ready for flowers for algernon.

:F

Flowers for Algernon

started tonight. It's going pretty well. It's a sad play. If you havn;t read the book, its about a retard thats retarded then gets this surgery and becomes a smarty pants, then becomes a retard again. It's sad. But the play is going really well.

Tonight was opening night. There was a tres mingon garcon in the crowd. Holy moly. He was cute. Its pretty depressing how I am only able to look at a guy and be like hey, he's cute. Nothing ever happens to me. I'm okay with it. I'll just wait....I guess. Something will happen....eventually. But right now, I guess I'll just look at cute guys. Don't get me wrong, I'm a fan of looking haha. But, yeah...I'll shut up.

My english project went amazingly. The class loved it. They cracked up. I'm happy.

Tomorrow we have 2 shows of flowers. God, my lips are going to be shot. My lips are already tired from playing 1 show a night, but now I have to play 2 in one day. It's going to suck. But I'm pumped haha. I love performing. Its fun. I love playing my french horn. I love everything about it.

My dog maggie is sleeping on my bean bag chair. She's so cute with her giant tumor and pigeon toed feet. haha. She's a good dog. I've had her since I was in 1st grade. I'm now a senior in high school and she's still kicking.

So I won an iPod touch ! I'm happy. Now I don't have to buy one. I'm pumped to get all the free apps !

wooooo

okay....time for sleep. I'm so sleep deprived, I'm twitching. Its pretty entertaining though. but yeah. time for sleep.

g'night.

I can't believe

that I am thinking about trying out for my schools lacross team. It's funny. Me...playing a sport. And this sport being lacross. I can see me playing soccer..only because I have played that all my life. But lacross?!

I think it will be a...hmm...entertaining experience...? haha. I'm pumped.

I had a halloween partay friday. It was pretty rad. People seemed to enjoy themselves. We just played rockband and had a bon fire and gained about 10 pounds each from the food. It was great. I was the joker. I looked pretty sweet. Everyone looked awesome. I love halloween. It's probley my favorite holiday. chyeaa !

Bah, at school today, there was a mock election and McCain won ! HOOrah. He got like 1400+ votes and Obama only got around 470. Oh yes. If only the real election would go that way. That would be rad.

Flowers for Algernon starts Thursday. You should come see it. I'm in the orchestra. Its about a retard. Its pretty darn good. I get to miss class on Wednesday and Friday ! Woo !

Oh, yesterday I went over to a girl in my english group's house to film our Hamlet project. I think our project will be the best. We had Act 3 which has the famous "To be or not to be" speech. We are such bad actors its amazing.

194 days until I graduate. I cannot believe that I will be graduating. It seems like yesterday was the first day of freshman year. And here I am...a senior. Its just crazy.

but chyea.