of being the girl that is the third wheel. I want to have a boy where one of my friends gets to have the feeling of being the third wheel. well...really, I just wanted to be kissed. I'm so tired of being so naive, so behind, so unnoticed.
it fucking sucks.
I just wish that I wasn't so self concious. I have been trying to loose weight, but its not working. I should really go to the gym more. I need to find time to go. I sit on my ass all the time doing stupid homework. It's no wonder theres the freshman 15. We don't do anything because we are stuck doing gay homework.
I wish I knew how to talk to guys. I seriously suck at it. I never know what to say to them. I am always a mumbling idiot. There is this one boy who I'm not sure why I like. He's not my type. At all. He doesn't have tattoos, he doesn't have that "bad boy" look...hes just nice. And idk, whenever I try to talk to him, nothing comes out of my mouth. I open it, but nothing...I've never felt this way towards a guy, usually I tend to flirt too much, when then turns the guy away from me and makes him think I am a total weirdo. But with him, idk, I can't even speak to him. But the more I try to speak, the less I can, I can't even form a sentence in my head. I get the most butterflies I have ever gotten, and I feellike I'm dreaming.
I just don't get it. He makes me feel like a total idiot, but I have no fucking idea.
Screw it. Nothing will happen. He will never notice me, I will never be able to say anything to him to get me to notice him, I will grow up single, alone, and with a bunch of dogs instead of cats, since i'm allergic.
but my dogs will love me...
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Well, hey there.
So, lately all of my blogs have maily been blogs where I just vent. I am going to change that. I am just going to talk about college and how awesome its been in my first 5 weeks.
So, my roomie, Liz, is freaking AWESOME. She is super nice and we are alot alike. She is really funny too. Band is a ton of fun. I love going to the the football games. I've met a ton of new people at school. Its been rad. I have been getting pretty ballin on the ukulele, aaaand, i've just been having a good ole time; while keeping up with homework and such.
I have spent a few latenights at the library all ready working on french. Been late to class, slept through part of a class, class has been cancelled, had my phone go on in class and my teacher like my ringtone. And pretty much drank my weight in coffee. Its grand. I drink way too much coffee. I think I may be addicted. I tend to make my coffee and then forget it. So then I'll be falling asleep in class and then i will waste some of my DB dollars on an einsteins coffee, but its okay, cause that coffee is amazing.
We are on our 2nd half time show, 90s rock. Its pretty rad. I like it. We have these cool runs in our show. I officially hate being a mello. I am going to play something else next year, for reals. I hate the people in the section. They can all go sit in a freezer for a while. ....I really don't know where that came from.... But I mean, coming drunk or high to practice? Really? Really? I don't get it. Be a little professional. All the other sections seems to always have fun, but no, not the mellos, we have a crappy section leader and cliques within our section. I am playing trumpet. I am getting out of the mello section. For reals.
My classes are really easy. All they do is talk at me. So i just sit there and doodle on my notes since they put all the notes online. I should really be studying for my MIS midterm, but I've been studying for about an hour everyday on it...I'll study before I go to bed. SO MUCH STUDYING. HOLY GUACAMOLE. I knew there was going to be a lot of studying, but wow, I didn't think it was going to be this much. Oh well...I can handle it. It's really not that hard.
I bought a sweatshurt yesterday. I love it. It just saus University of Memphis on it. And its blue, but I love it. Its a nice sweatshurt. Yes, I spelled it "shurt." Just cause I didn't feel like changing it. So THERE !
yes. My shift button wasn't working for a second. It wouldn't let me capitalize "there." Whatajerk.
I just made more coffee. I need to stop ! but I'm up late studying, and it does keep me awake, so its good. I think i'ma go to Einstiens tonight after band, I wanted to go to the volleyball game...but no...all the spots were taken. I really hope I get to be in Road Band. It would be so much fun !
I audtitioned for pep band two weeks ago, havn't found out if im in it or not. It s a $1000 scholarship. I really hope I got it. I want to be in pep band. I like band. Just not the mellos. :P
Yesh. I havn't been writing in my journal since the cruise. Its bad. I feel like i am forgetting important events that have happened in my life.
OH! Tmrw is Up 'Til Dawn letter writing ! I am excited ! It will be fun. I am excited I get to help out with St. Jude and stuff. It shall be fun.
Yes.
well I should get back to my homework and get ready for band.........UGH
IMOUTIE.
So, my roomie, Liz, is freaking AWESOME. She is super nice and we are alot alike. She is really funny too. Band is a ton of fun. I love going to the the football games. I've met a ton of new people at school. Its been rad. I have been getting pretty ballin on the ukulele, aaaand, i've just been having a good ole time; while keeping up with homework and such.
I have spent a few latenights at the library all ready working on french. Been late to class, slept through part of a class, class has been cancelled, had my phone go on in class and my teacher like my ringtone. And pretty much drank my weight in coffee. Its grand. I drink way too much coffee. I think I may be addicted. I tend to make my coffee and then forget it. So then I'll be falling asleep in class and then i will waste some of my DB dollars on an einsteins coffee, but its okay, cause that coffee is amazing.
We are on our 2nd half time show, 90s rock. Its pretty rad. I like it. We have these cool runs in our show. I officially hate being a mello. I am going to play something else next year, for reals. I hate the people in the section. They can all go sit in a freezer for a while. ....I really don't know where that came from.... But I mean, coming drunk or high to practice? Really? Really? I don't get it. Be a little professional. All the other sections seems to always have fun, but no, not the mellos, we have a crappy section leader and cliques within our section. I am playing trumpet. I am getting out of the mello section. For reals.
My classes are really easy. All they do is talk at me. So i just sit there and doodle on my notes since they put all the notes online. I should really be studying for my MIS midterm, but I've been studying for about an hour everyday on it...I'll study before I go to bed. SO MUCH STUDYING. HOLY GUACAMOLE. I knew there was going to be a lot of studying, but wow, I didn't think it was going to be this much. Oh well...I can handle it. It's really not that hard.
I bought a sweatshurt yesterday. I love it. It just saus University of Memphis on it. And its blue, but I love it. Its a nice sweatshurt. Yes, I spelled it "shurt." Just cause I didn't feel like changing it. So THERE !
yes. My shift button wasn't working for a second. It wouldn't let me capitalize "there." Whatajerk.
I just made more coffee. I need to stop ! but I'm up late studying, and it does keep me awake, so its good. I think i'ma go to Einstiens tonight after band, I wanted to go to the volleyball game...but no...all the spots were taken. I really hope I get to be in Road Band. It would be so much fun !
I audtitioned for pep band two weeks ago, havn't found out if im in it or not. It s a $1000 scholarship. I really hope I got it. I want to be in pep band. I like band. Just not the mellos. :P
Yesh. I havn't been writing in my journal since the cruise. Its bad. I feel like i am forgetting important events that have happened in my life.
OH! Tmrw is Up 'Til Dawn letter writing ! I am excited ! It will be fun. I am excited I get to help out with St. Jude and stuff. It shall be fun.
Yes.
well I should get back to my homework and get ready for band.........UGH
IMOUTIE.
Friday, October 2, 2009
What happened to 'natural beauty'?
Why the fuck does my sister think that the reason behind me being single is because I don't wear make up? What the fuck? I hate wearing make-up, I just wear mascara. I think I look weird in make up and trashy. I hate girls who wear the caked on make-up, cause basically, it makes you look like whore.
For real. Look at yourself. Thats not really you. I want a guy to like me for the person I really am, not the slut that has to hide behind the make up. I feel pretty without makeup, I don't need it to make me feel good about the way look or feel. I love who I am, but I hate having a, what most guys call "hot" sister. Shes a fucking pom girl whos skinny and has all the looks. Pretty much the girls I hated in high school. They were the ones that always had a guy and were always seen. I've always been the invisible one. No one ever notices me. I'm always forgotten. I'm always on the backburner; in the back of peoples minds, or not even in them. I'm the person that people won't remember from high school. I feel like I am an average Jane.
I really wish I didn't have a sister. I wish I was an only child, or at least I didn't have sister like the one I have now. I feel like I'm the younger naive sister. I feel like shes always there telling me what to do to get a guy. I don't want a fucking guy like the guys she has chasing after her cause shes "hot". I don't want to be "hot" I want to be pretty, or beautiful. Those are the true compliments.
Why has our generation become so shallow? All people want now is a "sexy" girl to take back to their room. They don't care about the personality to her. Nothing ever changes.
I come back everyweekend, and the more I come back, I dread seeing my sister. If it was just my mom and dad I would be fine. I could really careless about seeing my sister.
I know I'm pretty. I don't need fucking make-up to make me pretty. Its this thing called 'natural beauty' that make-up industries keep trying to get you to buy their "natural beauty" make-up thats supposed to make it look like you aren't wearing any make-up. Whats the point? why buy more make-up to cake on to make it look like you're not wearing any? I must not be a real girl, but where is the reasoning behind that?
I wash my face and all that, and all i really need to look good is long eyelashes, and i'm ready to go.
Fuck make-up.
Fuck trying to look "hot"
Aim for beautiful and pretty and finding a guy who will say those words to you instead of "Damn, you look hot" then you'll know you have found the best guy in the world.
For real. Look at yourself. Thats not really you. I want a guy to like me for the person I really am, not the slut that has to hide behind the make up. I feel pretty without makeup, I don't need it to make me feel good about the way look or feel. I love who I am, but I hate having a, what most guys call "hot" sister. Shes a fucking pom girl whos skinny and has all the looks. Pretty much the girls I hated in high school. They were the ones that always had a guy and were always seen. I've always been the invisible one. No one ever notices me. I'm always forgotten. I'm always on the backburner; in the back of peoples minds, or not even in them. I'm the person that people won't remember from high school. I feel like I am an average Jane.
I really wish I didn't have a sister. I wish I was an only child, or at least I didn't have sister like the one I have now. I feel like I'm the younger naive sister. I feel like shes always there telling me what to do to get a guy. I don't want a fucking guy like the guys she has chasing after her cause shes "hot". I don't want to be "hot" I want to be pretty, or beautiful. Those are the true compliments.
Why has our generation become so shallow? All people want now is a "sexy" girl to take back to their room. They don't care about the personality to her. Nothing ever changes.
I come back everyweekend, and the more I come back, I dread seeing my sister. If it was just my mom and dad I would be fine. I could really careless about seeing my sister.
I know I'm pretty. I don't need fucking make-up to make me pretty. Its this thing called 'natural beauty' that make-up industries keep trying to get you to buy their "natural beauty" make-up thats supposed to make it look like you aren't wearing any make-up. Whats the point? why buy more make-up to cake on to make it look like you're not wearing any? I must not be a real girl, but where is the reasoning behind that?
I wash my face and all that, and all i really need to look good is long eyelashes, and i'm ready to go.
Fuck make-up.
Fuck trying to look "hot"
Aim for beautiful and pretty and finding a guy who will say those words to you instead of "Damn, you look hot" then you'll know you have found the best guy in the world.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
i'm really trying
to be strong through everything i do; but i'm finding out that it just gets harder. I know i am strong enough to go through college and all that...but other stuff...not so much.
Everything I do gets harder. Starting college and having to make new friends, the new pressures, everything. its alot to take in. I find myself sitting in my room just doing to make my room look rad. I know that i should be out meeting new people, but i'm so fucking self concious that it has turned me into a prisonner to myself. I hate going out and feeling like someone is making me fun of the way I look, my weight or just anything. I try so hard to not think about this, people tend to think that i am stronger and i don't care about what others think, but sometimes its all i think about. I hate it. I hate how much of a loser i feel like sometimes; I hate how i feel like i'm not strong enough to do somethings, I hate how i put myself down all the time; I hate how i feel like i'm not someone my sister can look up to.
I never like to tell anyone about this cause I don't want to seem like i can't handle certain things, I just go on with my day and put this on the back burner.
I really hope that with college comes more strength, more wisdom, and more fun. I know it will bring the latter ;)
Classes start monday and i can't begin to tell you how nervous I am. I just want my first two days to get over with, once those are done, i'll be good.
we just have to sit back and see what happens.
time to sit on a bench and play my uke.
Everything I do gets harder. Starting college and having to make new friends, the new pressures, everything. its alot to take in. I find myself sitting in my room just doing to make my room look rad. I know that i should be out meeting new people, but i'm so fucking self concious that it has turned me into a prisonner to myself. I hate going out and feeling like someone is making me fun of the way I look, my weight or just anything. I try so hard to not think about this, people tend to think that i am stronger and i don't care about what others think, but sometimes its all i think about. I hate it. I hate how much of a loser i feel like sometimes; I hate how i feel like i'm not strong enough to do somethings, I hate how i put myself down all the time; I hate how i feel like i'm not someone my sister can look up to.
I never like to tell anyone about this cause I don't want to seem like i can't handle certain things, I just go on with my day and put this on the back burner.
I really hope that with college comes more strength, more wisdom, and more fun. I know it will bring the latter ;)
Classes start monday and i can't begin to tell you how nervous I am. I just want my first two days to get over with, once those are done, i'll be good.
we just have to sit back and see what happens.
time to sit on a bench and play my uke.
Friday, August 7, 2009
so my life
has been pretty amazing atm. I just got back from frosh camp yesterday. which was A BLAST !
I want to go back so bad. I love my frosh camp family. I shall nao tell yew about what had happened at ze frosh camp
first day:
we get there go to our cabins meet our family go do some stuff. party at the mixer.
Second day:
family olympics. shaving cream fight. tornado warning. get super tight with my family. no mixer :( but it was still amazing
third day:
woke up 3 minutes before we had to be at the pavillion sand our amazing breakfast song that we thought was going to suck. cardboard boat race. we won the boat cheer (only thing we won HOOrah !) danced a ton at the mixer. tried to learn a dance. failed. but kind of learned it. said our goodbyes and became a memphis tiger.
last day:
got up cleaned said our last goodbyes gave our last hugs and left. it was sad.
but i hope to see pretty much everyone again. which im sure i will. cause we were all rad like that.
there was sooooooo much more that happened. but since i am running on about 8 hours of sleep in 2 days...i can't really think straight right now....
i got a ukulele. its beautiful. its black. and super cute. its out of tune. but i still love him. his name is oliver. well...idk...i will probley change it. to like....something cooler. but for now. he is oliver.
i'm about to fall asleep.
we have another dog here. that hates me. and i am not too fond of it either.
i like biiig dogs. like labs and st bernards and bulldogs. not toy poodles. they are so weird looking. and this one. ugh. its so dumb. it barks and growls and is DUMB. end of story.
k
time for sleep.
or to just play my uke for a little bit.
yes.
i like the latter.
I'MOUTIE.
I want to go back so bad. I love my frosh camp family. I shall nao tell yew about what had happened at ze frosh camp
first day:
we get there go to our cabins meet our family go do some stuff. party at the mixer.
Second day:
family olympics. shaving cream fight. tornado warning. get super tight with my family. no mixer :( but it was still amazing
third day:
woke up 3 minutes before we had to be at the pavillion sand our amazing breakfast song that we thought was going to suck. cardboard boat race. we won the boat cheer (only thing we won HOOrah !) danced a ton at the mixer. tried to learn a dance. failed. but kind of learned it. said our goodbyes and became a memphis tiger.
last day:
got up cleaned said our last goodbyes gave our last hugs and left. it was sad.
but i hope to see pretty much everyone again. which im sure i will. cause we were all rad like that.
there was sooooooo much more that happened. but since i am running on about 8 hours of sleep in 2 days...i can't really think straight right now....
i got a ukulele. its beautiful. its black. and super cute. its out of tune. but i still love him. his name is oliver. well...idk...i will probley change it. to like....something cooler. but for now. he is oliver.
i'm about to fall asleep.
we have another dog here. that hates me. and i am not too fond of it either.
i like biiig dogs. like labs and st bernards and bulldogs. not toy poodles. they are so weird looking. and this one. ugh. its so dumb. it barks and growls and is DUMB. end of story.
k
time for sleep.
or to just play my uke for a little bit.
yes.
i like the latter.
I'MOUTIE.
Lately
I have done soo much stuff lately.
i will be doing two posts tonight.
this one. that I wrote on the cruise ship. and then another about what has happened in the past few days.
woooooo
Blog for the Lonely
Well, here I am sitting alone in my room on the rocking cruise ship. I feel like suck a loser, but its whatever. So were on our way to Anchorage Alaska the last stop on our journey. Its quite sad, but I’m ready to get home. Liz has made a bunch of friends on the cruise, me on the other hand, none. I don’t care…..well…maybe a little. Cause if I had, I wouldn’t be here writing a blog on my Microsoft works to later post on my actual blog once I have internet. Death Cab gets me through a lot; especially “Someday You Will Be Loved.” I have been making videos lately to put on you tube. I have made aton but nothing really good enough to put on the tube of you. But man, these ones are pretty rad if I don’t say so myself. We went whale watching in Juneau. It was amazing. I got so many pictures of teir tails. It was spectacular. They are so beautiful majestic creatures. I wish I was a whale. We saw some bald eagles too. It was the first time that I have seen one other than in the zoo. I’ve tried a bunch of new foods. Its been a lot of firsts this trip. Frosh camp is coming up. Im a little nervous cause I am painfully shy. Its bad. Really bad. But Lauren will be there. So I think I can deal. GAH I FUCKING WANT INTERNET ! I hate hate HATE not having internet. I wish it was free. Why does it have to cost .75 a minute?! I got a little beanie in Ketchikan. It is handmade. It is nice. I love it. I got terrible hat hair from it. But its all good. I wish lauren Brittany or Ashley were here. The cruise would be AWESOME if they were. Oh damn I just looked at myself in the mirror and damn I look good. I should go strut around. Be are be.
*strutting around the ship*
A French guy said I looked nice. En francais. So I guess that’s good….that’s all that happened. Oh well…
I got some nail polish that changes colors in the sun.
I need to write a meaningful blog again, instead of this shit.
I want to write about how I wish that I had found some people to hang out with on the boat; but honestly, I don’t give a shit. I have had fun and I am acutally having fun sitting out on our balcony looking into the fog, not knowing what the hell is next while death cab plays in the background; and I feel really happy. I love this feeling. I don’t need people to be friends with me if they only want to be my friends because of the way I look. I want friends who just want to be friends. And I have them. I think that’s why I havn’t tried to make any new firnds. Cause I just don’t care. I like sitting with my technology writing about what I love and loving what I write. I want to write all the stuff that I have done on my trip…but I don’t feel like it.
Go watch it on my you tube !
youtube.com/0hlucy
Go !
I have been dying without twitter. I turned my device updates off on accident. And now I cant check it. Its driving me crazy. I miss my internet. The red “X” on my internet signal is not a pretty picture. It sucks. I can’t crack the code to get on the internet without having to pay for it.
AUGH.
Screw it. The boat is rocking so much. Its so much fun. I love it. I wish I had a boat. I want to live in Juneau. It is so nice there. I love it. Im going to live in Alaska. Its my heaven. It never gets hot its cold pretty much year round its beautiful there’s ocean I could have a boat. Its perfect. Im tired. I think I may just go look down at stuff to go listen to the guy play guitar. Hes rad.
I hate putting rewetting drops in my eyes. That freaks me out.
So our waiters in the dinning hall are so cool. Assadee and Robert. Robert says he is our big brother he is so cool. He’s from the Phillipines and Assadee is from Thailand. Ils sont super chouette !
Mmmyes the beatles. Quite lovely.
Oh wow. I have written two pages. I am such a loser. I need to go walk around again….I think I may go look at our pictures.
They take so many pictures of us on the ship. Its crazy but they are funny.
Ima go get muh mama and go do that junt. Be ARE be againnn
So I grouped all my pictures from the cruise and now they are gone. Terrible. I can’t find them…oh well. Whatever. My mom and I just went and got some coffee and we listened to some people doing karaoke. One guy was reallyyy good. It was crazy. The next….not so much. So I went to “The Jungle” to tell my monster of a sister not to call the room cause no one is there and then she was like look my sisters 18 she needs some friends. Gee thanks, bitch.
I don’t get her. I’m not cool enough for her. I hate being her sister. Shes the cute skinny pom girl and then theres me. The quiet nerdy not so small band geek. Whatever. I’m sure I will win in life anyways. She only has looks.
All I can say is I look damn good in this hat.
I guess I could edit a video. I have nothing better to do. I can’t wait to get home and hang out with my friends. I can’t wait to go to Frosh camp ! Wo0p wo0p !
Tmrw is an all day at sea day. I wonder what I will end up doing ?
OHH ! There is a class to learn how to make towel animals ! that’s what I’ll be doing !! n_______n
Well I highly doubt anyone will even read all this. So ima just go ahead and go and edit some videos.
I’MOUTIE !
i will be doing two posts tonight.
this one. that I wrote on the cruise ship. and then another about what has happened in the past few days.
woooooo
Blog for the Lonely
Well, here I am sitting alone in my room on the rocking cruise ship. I feel like suck a loser, but its whatever. So were on our way to Anchorage Alaska the last stop on our journey. Its quite sad, but I’m ready to get home. Liz has made a bunch of friends on the cruise, me on the other hand, none. I don’t care…..well…maybe a little. Cause if I had, I wouldn’t be here writing a blog on my Microsoft works to later post on my actual blog once I have internet. Death Cab gets me through a lot; especially “Someday You Will Be Loved.” I have been making videos lately to put on you tube. I have made aton but nothing really good enough to put on the tube of you. But man, these ones are pretty rad if I don’t say so myself. We went whale watching in Juneau. It was amazing. I got so many pictures of teir tails. It was spectacular. They are so beautiful majestic creatures. I wish I was a whale. We saw some bald eagles too. It was the first time that I have seen one other than in the zoo. I’ve tried a bunch of new foods. Its been a lot of firsts this trip. Frosh camp is coming up. Im a little nervous cause I am painfully shy. Its bad. Really bad. But Lauren will be there. So I think I can deal. GAH I FUCKING WANT INTERNET ! I hate hate HATE not having internet. I wish it was free. Why does it have to cost .75 a minute?! I got a little beanie in Ketchikan. It is handmade. It is nice. I love it. I got terrible hat hair from it. But its all good. I wish lauren Brittany or Ashley were here. The cruise would be AWESOME if they were. Oh damn I just looked at myself in the mirror and damn I look good. I should go strut around. Be are be.
*strutting around the ship*
A French guy said I looked nice. En francais. So I guess that’s good….that’s all that happened. Oh well…
I got some nail polish that changes colors in the sun.
I need to write a meaningful blog again, instead of this shit.
I want to write about how I wish that I had found some people to hang out with on the boat; but honestly, I don’t give a shit. I have had fun and I am acutally having fun sitting out on our balcony looking into the fog, not knowing what the hell is next while death cab plays in the background; and I feel really happy. I love this feeling. I don’t need people to be friends with me if they only want to be my friends because of the way I look. I want friends who just want to be friends. And I have them. I think that’s why I havn’t tried to make any new firnds. Cause I just don’t care. I like sitting with my technology writing about what I love and loving what I write. I want to write all the stuff that I have done on my trip…but I don’t feel like it.
Go watch it on my you tube !
youtube.com/0hlucy
Go !
I have been dying without twitter. I turned my device updates off on accident. And now I cant check it. Its driving me crazy. I miss my internet. The red “X” on my internet signal is not a pretty picture. It sucks. I can’t crack the code to get on the internet without having to pay for it.
AUGH.
Screw it. The boat is rocking so much. Its so much fun. I love it. I wish I had a boat. I want to live in Juneau. It is so nice there. I love it. Im going to live in Alaska. Its my heaven. It never gets hot its cold pretty much year round its beautiful there’s ocean I could have a boat. Its perfect. Im tired. I think I may just go look down at stuff to go listen to the guy play guitar. Hes rad.
I hate putting rewetting drops in my eyes. That freaks me out.
So our waiters in the dinning hall are so cool. Assadee and Robert. Robert says he is our big brother he is so cool. He’s from the Phillipines and Assadee is from Thailand. Ils sont super chouette !
Mmmyes the beatles. Quite lovely.
Oh wow. I have written two pages. I am such a loser. I need to go walk around again….I think I may go look at our pictures.
They take so many pictures of us on the ship. Its crazy but they are funny.
Ima go get muh mama and go do that junt. Be ARE be againnn
So I grouped all my pictures from the cruise and now they are gone. Terrible. I can’t find them…oh well. Whatever. My mom and I just went and got some coffee and we listened to some people doing karaoke. One guy was reallyyy good. It was crazy. The next….not so much. So I went to “The Jungle” to tell my monster of a sister not to call the room cause no one is there and then she was like look my sisters 18 she needs some friends. Gee thanks, bitch.
I don’t get her. I’m not cool enough for her. I hate being her sister. Shes the cute skinny pom girl and then theres me. The quiet nerdy not so small band geek. Whatever. I’m sure I will win in life anyways. She only has looks.
All I can say is I look damn good in this hat.
I guess I could edit a video. I have nothing better to do. I can’t wait to get home and hang out with my friends. I can’t wait to go to Frosh camp ! Wo0p wo0p !
Tmrw is an all day at sea day. I wonder what I will end up doing ?
OHH ! There is a class to learn how to make towel animals ! that’s what I’ll be doing !! n_______n
Well I highly doubt anyone will even read all this. So ima just go ahead and go and edit some videos.
I’MOUTIE !
Monday, July 6, 2009
So, Today, I got bored
and decided to look at a phobia list for some reason... And mainly I know I am scared of being forgotten, large open places, peacocks, jellyfish, and those pool cleaner things that look like robots.
well, they have the first two, but no fear of peacocks or the pool things or jelly fish. how dumb.
so lately I have been watching alot of movies. I love movies. They are grand. I can't wait to go on my cruise. It shall be grand.
oh yeah, I have a fear of closed shower curtains also ! man, I'm scared of weird things.
Athazagoraphobia
well, they have the first two, but no fear of peacocks or the pool things or jelly fish. how dumb.
so lately I have been watching alot of movies. I love movies. They are grand. I can't wait to go on my cruise. It shall be grand.
oh yeah, I have a fear of closed shower curtains also ! man, I'm scared of weird things.
So i saw wicked.
holyshizzz
It was amazing. I loved it. The cast. Amazing. The songs. Awesome. it was just all around
super.
I had a s'mores party a few nights ago. and we went to Mississippi to buy fireworks.
I bought a lighter. And so did everyone else except for Kelsey and Ashley.
I alsmot bought a cigar, but chickened out.
but oh well.
I may put a picture of my tiny lighter.
probley not.
So I can't wait to start school. Band camp starts August 19.
but ya see, I took my French Placement Test, and got in to French 2.
and now I can't rearrange my schedule without screwing something else up.
It's so dumb.
I want to see the movie Funny Guys. or whatever with Seth Rogan and Adam Sandler
It looks quite funny.
My life has been normal. minus the fact that I have made some new friends in France.
He's coo'.
Go Follow me on Twitta.
twitter.com/0hlucy
yeah its ZEROhlucy=0hlucy
get it right get it tight.
well, I should go showa.
IM.OUTIE.
Athazagoraphobia
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