one of the Best Christmas's EVERRR

oh man. This is pretty much one of the best christmas's everr. I got a wii, wii fit, and ANIMAL CROSSING CITY FOLK ! A fujifim s1000fd its amazing, the samsung propel in green, a POCKETKNIFE, emus (they look like uggs), clothes clothes and more clothes, a ton of v-necks. and a paris bullentin board and tons of other stuff.

oh man, it was wonderful.


OH, how could i forget this ?! I got Kanye's new cd 808s and Heartbreak and the new All American rejects cd, When the World Comes Down. Both amazing.

I want to go see that new movie about hitler and ww2 and has tom cruise in it. idk. I might go tonight with my dad if he goes. but if not, ima go over to danielles and watch the dark knight for the 2nd time today. haha. oh i got that on dvd also, along with wall-e. haha.

the whole family got new phones for the house. theya re cool i like em. I got my parents a picture of me and liz. they love it. I ment to get dad some new slippers but they didn't have his size...but i got him a mini tractor from tractor supply.

i got some cute rain boots with hearts on em to wear for music fest. cause it is called mud fest. i love em. I hope ben folds comes again. since he didn't play last yearr... depressing. very depressing.

ima go talk to my dad and see if he's going to the movieeess.



IMOUTIE.

Happy Christmas Eve Day !

woo !





SO it's finally christmas eve ! gahhh. thank goodness. I have been wanting it to be this night for a looooong time. I love christmas eve. I spend all day with my family baking cookies and wrapping the last of presents. I actually like it.









I just watched It's a Wonderful Life. I love that movie. Its my dad's fave cause Jimmy Stewart is in it. haha. I discovered one of my gifts sitting in my parents bathroom a few days ago.




only a few more hours until I have a new phone ! hoorah !














Midnight mass is tonight.




WOO.














We made gingerbread cookies, puppy chow, and rice crispies treats ! yum.









For dinner tonight, we never have ham and the traditional shit, we had rib eye steaks.




oh yes, be jealous.




They were....idk....ORGASMIC.




wow, they were some of the best steaks we've had in a while.














i;ve been shaking presents all day. I'm still a little kid at heart, don't hate, bitch.














chyeaa

oh man, i can't wait to open all my presents.

i will come on here and give my list of junt that i got.

YES

okay.

IMOUTIE.

wow, im sorry

that i havn't posted since the 12th. wowowow. alot has happened since then

I made all west. 5th chair red band ! w00t.

I have just 1 more semester of high school then off to college ! yesss

I went to a memphis basketball game and was hit on by frat boys. woo ! haha

I had my ballin dirty santa party where I got cheeze its !

There was a nasty old man yelling at us in starbucks calling us immature smart asses and so we left. then he tried to run us over, then he gave us the bird and tried to attack sean. where we then all fled to chick fil a and then went over to anthony's and played pool.

I made all a's and b's on my report card ! hoorah ! i didn;t fail any of my exams ! hoorah !

I'm getting a new phone for christmas this one to be exact.

but in green...i couldnt find a good picture of it in green.

im pumped for christmas !

I FINALY got my iPod touch. that thing is sooooo fucking cool. I love it. I take it everywhere.

I got a mistletoe app and i used it on some guys. but nothing happened. quite depressing.

oh well.

I spent the night at danielles yesterday. holy smokes. it was fun. we got lightsticks and threw then at each other. and we played rock band and wii.

it was nillab.

oh yes.

my mom is wrapping presents right now. she just brought some down.

im gunna go shake em. brb

well, i know im getting at least 3 cds. i hope one is kanye's. I want that cd sooo bad. its not even funny. I am in love with kanye. he is uh-mazing.

well, that should catch you up on a few things.

tomorrow I'm not allowed to hang out with my friends, so i will most definatly be posting a few more blogs tomorrow counting down the days until i get my new phone.

augh. i want it now !

okay, time to go to yet another party ! yessss..

IMOUTIE

holyyyyy smokes

it has been a really long time.


welllllll. tomorrow is all west...woo. I have to wake up at freaking 530 in the morning and take this kid that i have never talked to in my life.

ball sac. not cool at all.

I got an ipod touch
holy moley. its cool
i love it.

holy smokes.

it's been a while. sorry about that.

last friday was my last time ever to march in the christmas parade ! yessss. that makes me happy. I went to the coffeehouse after the parade. it was nillab.

chyeaa

i auditioned yesterday for the memphis band. chyea bruh, im in that junt. The horn professuer is super chouette. He was tottally chill. I'm pumped for college. I want to go nowww. There was a cute trumpet player there. He was already in college. but he was cute.


chyeaa.

i get to go buy feety pjs today with danielle ! yesss


my mom made a facebook...weird. I'm not adding her until i go to college. cause, it would just be weird. It's so weird how all of my friends parents are making facebooks. and they are trying to add me. NO. i'm not going to add you. holy crap. I do not want you to be my friend. its just werid.

yeah...

okay, seriously

I give up. Nothing will happen. No one cares enough to want to get to know me. So, I just give up on this.

Basically, I'm waiting until college.



So yes, Starbucks tonight, was rad. It was so much fun. First, me and rebecca ran across the street to taco bell. The quesadilla (sp?) was not as good as my last one. there was not enough cheese on that thing. Then I came back to starbucks, and we played cards. It was pretty damn fun. I loved it. I tried not to buy any starbucks, but then i just needed some. I was about to fall asleep right there at the handicap table. i love coffee.


And now, I am back home. Blogging and on facebook. This is what my life has come to, Starbucks, Blogs and Facebook.
I love it. I really do. I couldn't be happier. Well, I could if i had a guy. But whatever.


One more day left of break. Thats depressing. CAuse I have to read a whole book tomorrow. Granted, i only have to read like 50 pages, but still. Its about Hamlet. Bleh.

I hate how i am so incapable of talking to guys. Well, scratch that. Guys I find cute. I always act like a total idiot, or I don't say anything. I just kind of sit there. And then I hate myself when I leave because I didn't say anything to them. Bleh, boys are dumb. Well, not all boys, but a vast majority.


well, im gunna go on youtube now.
possibly make a vlog tonight, probley not.

I made one a few days ago, but there this weird hiss in the background, so i deleted it.

but chyea


IMOUTIE.

oh man

tonight was a rad ass night. I went to target with Danielle and CJ. Then we went to starbucks and I saw Steven Bosse and Richard Null. They havn't changed, which is a good thing, cause they're awesome. Then cj danielle and i went to the lake behind the library and prank called Jacob.
That was entertaining. We were really surprised that he went along with it as long as he did. Then we went to Taco Bell, cause we were hungry, but didn't get anything, cause we were cheap. And then we went back to starbucks where I didn't talk to the people I went there with because I was talking to Steven and Richard, cause I havn't seen them in foreverrr.

Then I went back to Danielles house and played wii.
Man, it was a good night.
and Tomorrow will be rad because I get to go to starbucks again !
yesss.

in the new livelavalive video on youtube. He drinks out of a longaberger mug. My mom sells those baskets. It was funny. It made my day.



yep yep.
th-th-th-that's all folks !

yessir

i love livelavalive.

go watch him on youtube. mitchell is hilarious

I made a video last night. but it was stupid. I can't do anything without an editor. Or a good camera. So just screw it. I'll just have to wait until i get something.

I have so many ideas. Its not even funny. I have so much shit all floating around my head, i have to write it down. or type, but i usually write it down cause its easier and faster.

NEW BAND ALERT !

owl city, holy shizzzz, he is raaaad. go listen.

i feel so fat. its, oh mi gaawd. I love turkey day. I am so full, i can barely move. and that tryptophan. it got to me. i took a nap. oh it was niiice. i dreamt that i was at youtube live and met bo burnam. yess.

chyea.

IMOUTIE.

oh man,

i need to come up with more of these !


when it's raining,it's like the clouds are pissing on us.
you know how people sit in a chair backwards...why not toilets?
sometimes i wonder if when a volcano errupts...its like it has flatulance.
i hate birds.
don't throw rocks at people...why the hell would you do that anyways?
bubbles are the most bipolar thing in this entire world...one minute they're up the next minute they're down.
You know when you have a dream within a dream...that's trippy
penguins can't fly, I suggest we attach 200 balloons to it so it knows what it's missing
I want a tee shirt, made of t's
A E I O U and sometime Y because he doen't like to hang out with those fuckers all the time


oh yes, that's what happens when i just sit in my bed and write anything and everything that pops into my head.

sometimes its good to be me.

i decided to post

an old note from facebook. it made me smile


so, today i went to the Freshmarket to get some Orangina.
But somehow I found myself on the Ice Cream Aisle.
I was looking at my favorite ice cream, Cookie dough, and I then looked at the price, $7.32.
I was like

WTF.

Why the deuce is ice cream $7.32 ?!

I picked up the box and started reading.

It said vegitarian...

I would like to know what jerk at the ice cream factory is sneaking meat into my cookie dough ice cream



oh man, i totally forgot about this day. that was fun.
i think im gunna go to the freshmarket to get me some orangina cause i never bought any when i went to get it in the first place.

my 30th blog

is dedicated to Danielle.
cause she is the only person who ever reads my blogs.

I went to starbucks...again. tonight. I learned a new card game. holy smokes, it is fuuun. Its called mao or something. but its amazing. It took me a while to catch on, but i got it. eventually.

I really need to revise my essay, again. and get cj and others to edit it so i can make it amazing. I need a good gradeon it.

my contacts are dry. I think its time for a new pair.

ahhh, thanksgiving is on thursday !!


whoa whoa whao whoa whoaaa. guess what i just found on the floor.
5 bucks.
im rich.
i also founda green blanket ! yess. im rich and warm ! its my lucky day.

i like how youtube has made the videos widescreen now. haha. its great.

ya know, i was thinking a few days ago that i need a rapper name for me.
theres jeezy, weezy, and yeezy. soooo nows there meezy !
yesss. thats my rapper name, meezy. be jealous.

i'm having a bad hair day.

la di da di doo.


HEY ! do you want some?
i thought you would.
well too bad.

BOO- YA !



oh by the way, you just lost the game.

oh, dang.


wow, people probley hate me now.


the saddle rides hard in seattle.
the saddle rides hard in seattle.

that doesn't sound dirty at all.

CHYEA.

IMOUTIE.

hi, I'm lucy dean

and what's the point of this blog going to be? do you have any idea? cause i have no freaking idea.



shakeshakeshake.



ooh, that looks good.









next on the agenda.

it's hot in here.

so take off all your clothes

i really hope everyone still remembers that song

when you go to the store will you buy me a flux capacitor?

lucy, what's a flux capacitor?

what do you mean whats a flux capacitor?

it's the only device that allows you to travel through time did you ever see the back to the future movies? geeze, loser

i want a t-shirt made from Ts.

holy shizzzz

really, really? another one? these things really aren't even that great.



i need to come up with new stuff. I mean, every time i decide that im going to make a video. I type it into Youtube and 197803295709 other people have already made the same exact idea. gahh.

I mean, panda sneezing, I could have been that panda.

OR.

I'll think of a doing a parody of something. But its already been done a gazillion times...

gar.

Chyea. its finally Thanksgiving break.

I bes happy.

I need to make some videos.

I need a new camera.

and a movie editor.

i really hope i get a macbook for christmas.

can you do me a favor and be as sexy as you possibly can?

I really want the stupid lightsaber app from iTunes. I'd hit everyone with it then run away. I get my newiTouch in 13 days ! HOOrah.

i need to find something to do tonight... wanna do something?

oh geeze

that was totally just supercalifragilisticespialadoucious !
mel's mom was just learning how to "crump"
we are all dancing like we are in a club

i need to turn 18 so that i can go to a real club !
oh man. that will be rad.
its like 73 more days
i'm pumped
i'm all jacked up on mountain dew !!!


expect more blogs tonight because i will be drawn to tell you all what happens tonight and i just have to blog about so i can remember it from days tocome
oh yesss




back to the sexiness of the guys in the sisterhood of the traveling pants 2

oh yes

orgasm.

ORGASM

holy shiz.
hot asian in sisterhood of the traveling pants



holy crap

sexyyyyyyyyyyyy

balloons

are so much fun to pop while siting on them.

im over at mel's for her birthday partay. its pretty damn rad. we are watching the sisterhood of the traveling pants 2 right now. I got her some socks. haha. oh yes. i'm amazing. costas who is in the sisterhoood of the traveling pants was on greek ! he played max ! ah i knew he looked familar ! he is so sexy. holy crap.

I got a new hat today. i need to take a picture of it so you can see it. it is pretty rad. i love it. I also got a new scarf and mittens. I got the type of mittens that look like hobo gloves and then you can turn them into mittens they are totaly rad. i really shouldn't be buying stuff this close to christmas. theres like 32 days until christmas i'm pumped. i need to go buy my ingrediants for the cookies that i have to make for kellye and megan for their birthday.

I cann0t wait until I go to college. Seriously. I want to get away from the same faces. I want to make new friends. I mean its not that I don't like my friends. I'm just ready for a change. I don't want to leave my awesome friends that i have right now. I just want some new faces. ya know what I mean.

Its almost time to srat putting up christmas lights. And put in the tree and wrap presents I'm so excited. I love christmas time. Everyone is always so nice. Its fun to go shopping for my parents and my sister. I have so many ideas of what i can get for my sister. Its not even funny. There is like 230982395 things I could get her. but i'm only going to get her like 5 things.

the lights from the cars passing by mels house make weird designs on the walls.

i should probley get off of this because its not my computer.
damn. this is a long blog.


too bad no one ever reads my blogs

well, if i ever get famous on youtube, someone will end up reading this. which will be really rad.

I wish i could draw. I wish i was artistic in a different way than with music. I wish I could draw and play music.

i wish i had a boyfriend. I

oh my god.
holy shizzzzzzzzzzzz.
sisterhood of the traveling pants 2. he just got naked.
ORGASM !!!!!

ohhh geeze. that was amazing.
i want him

back it what i was saying. I want a boyfriend. I hope that when i go to college i can have a boyfriend. or at least find an awesome guy to be friends with. that would be pretty cool.

I want to tyedye something.

I need a haircut. my ends are dead. its gross. I neeeeeed to get my hair colored again. all my red is gone. its depressing. i can't wait for college.
Im pumped for college.
179 days until graduation !!


okay. time to go and actually talk to my friends instead of talking to no one on this blog where no one reads it. except for the select few people who read it when i say that they should go read it on facebook.

i think i'm gunna go do that now



nooo....i'm too lazy.


:G

do you ever get the type of days

where nothing ever goes right?

I get them pretty damn often.



Yesterday was one... It started when we had to take club pictures. I didn't get to sit in front because I got there too late. whatever. that didn't bother me thaat much. but then in english. I was typing up my research paper. I had finished my first paragraph and was starting my second when all of a sudden, my computer just shuts off. And of course, it didn't save. gah. kill me now. and now I have a freaking 77 in algebra. I hate that class. My mom wants me to go in early for tutoring. Hah, no. I have a tutor I don't need to go in for more tutoring. Its just the stupid quizes. I always make a 100 on my tests. but when it comes to quizes. I'm hopeless.




whatever. it's almost thanksgiving break. Thank goodness. I need this break.

Wednesday we post it noted and saran wraped my friends car. and stuffed if full of balloons. oh it was amazing. I'm pretty proud of that. it was a work of art.

partay tonight
i'm pumped

so my mom had this ah-mazing idea. Well. it starts off with her going to California the end of april beginning of may for a while and then when she comes back, she brings my grandma so she can come to my graduation. and then after mine and my sisters graduation i fly out with my grandma to california so I can see my cousin graduate ! and then I will get to spend some time with my cousin and my family in california ! yessss. I hope it happens. oh man. that would be rad. totally rad.

mk. I need to go to target and get a bday present and deodorant
:F

peace

i love wordle !

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have i told you

how much I like this kid?


holy smokes.


I don't know. He has an amazingg voice.


I am in love with his lyrics.


and his face.





baha.



but, aaaanyways.
i gots me a lacrosse meeting tonight. then open night mic, then algebra 2 tutoring ! woo !
today we were supposed to be doing research for my research paper. but ya see,

what had happened was.

theres photobooth on the laptops we were using.

i mean how can you just ignore that?
soo. we took some pictures.

it was quite fun.

my research paper will probley suck.

but I had fun.

thats all that matters right?

haha.

i need to go change my shirt.

good day.

:J

i feel like i was just one madTV

I was driving home today from french horn lessons and i was at a stop light. All of a sudden i hear someone yelling "HEY YOU! CUTIE!" I was like wtf? so I look to my left and there is this guy waving at me and motioning me to roll down my window. So I rolled it down like a thrid of the way just to see what he wanted. And you will never guess what he said to me.





he said. Can I have yo number?
he said "yo" instead of "your"
it was hilarious
I said no.
because he was weird.
but yeah
oh man. that just made my day.

oh my goodness

forget about neil

christofer drew is my new love.

my goodness. he is so cute. and he can sing. hes the perfect boy. haha.

youshould go listen to him. nevershoutnever! its...idk...just good. his voice it soft and nice sounding. its just rad. and it doesn't hurt that hes so cute. and the way he spells his name with an f instead of ph. that makes him even cuter.

i call dibs.

i need to find some money to buy his cd. i want it. christmas present? i think yes.

i went to starbucks last night. twice. because i have no life. but it was fun. im gunna miss danielle when she moves. shes entertaining. haha.

but chyea.

4321

I'm letting you go.

Damn. how the hell are people so dumb?

I just don't understand.

I guess i'm just

naive.

But whatever. I'll get by.

so you remember my list I made when I first got this thing?

well, i finally completed

SIX

of my goals. hells to the yes.

i completed:

1. Get exempts from my classes

2. Get a B in Alg 2

3. Get a boyfriend.

4. Be kissed.

5. Sit on a roof and stare at the stars.

6. Go shopping for my dorm

7. Get accepted to a random college on the other side of the country.

8. Actually fill out my transcript request form so I can get accepted.

9. Actually read one of my English books.

10. Make all West band again.

12. Be in the orchestra for a play.

13. Get a fun job.

14. Buy an iPod Touch

15. Go on a road trip with my friends.

16. Make a crazy youtube video.

i'm really surprised no one noticed that there

wasn't a number

11. on my list.

thats cause i'm not a fan of the number 11.

I don't know why.

probley because I always miss

the stupid number 11

on all my stupid tests.

oh yes, i'm proud of my acomplishments. I hope to continue on my list.

I have another list. But, I just havn't wrote out becuase

its personal.

but chyeaaa.

i need some sleep

all west orchestra audtions tomorrow.

send me luck.

dear jesus

Neil Haskell is so fine. oh man.

So, i got my lacrosse stick and all that fun stuff today. I'm so pumped. We had proactice today, but there was some confusion...so I didn't go. haha. but chyeaaaa. I'm still pumped for this. I can catch the ball with my stick ! yesss.

I have been looking at cameras lately because i am in desperate need of a new one. I really want a canon. I loove canons. I think i'm gunna geta Canon PowerShot SX110 IS

yep yep.

welp...i have to go and do a MWDS. then I'm going outside to throw around a ball with my lacrosse stick or watch Sweeny Todd.

g'day.

fuck

I can never do anything right. I hate myself. I don't get why I always screw everything up. I'm a fuck up. I'm a fucking loser.

I hate myself.

I can't believe

that I am going to play lacrosse. It's official. I am on the team. haha. I didn't even have to try out ! Oh man. I don't even know what to think. but I'm pumped !

welp. time for dinner and then to get ready for flowers for algernon.

:F

Flowers for Algernon

started tonight. It's going pretty well. It's a sad play. If you havn;t read the book, its about a retard thats retarded then gets this surgery and becomes a smarty pants, then becomes a retard again. It's sad. But the play is going really well.

Tonight was opening night. There was a tres mingon garcon in the crowd. Holy moly. He was cute. Its pretty depressing how I am only able to look at a guy and be like hey, he's cute. Nothing ever happens to me. I'm okay with it. I'll just wait....I guess. Something will happen....eventually. But right now, I guess I'll just look at cute guys. Don't get me wrong, I'm a fan of looking haha. But, yeah...I'll shut up.

My english project went amazingly. The class loved it. They cracked up. I'm happy.

Tomorrow we have 2 shows of flowers. God, my lips are going to be shot. My lips are already tired from playing 1 show a night, but now I have to play 2 in one day. It's going to suck. But I'm pumped haha. I love performing. Its fun. I love playing my french horn. I love everything about it.

My dog maggie is sleeping on my bean bag chair. She's so cute with her giant tumor and pigeon toed feet. haha. She's a good dog. I've had her since I was in 1st grade. I'm now a senior in high school and she's still kicking.

So I won an iPod touch ! I'm happy. Now I don't have to buy one. I'm pumped to get all the free apps !

wooooo

okay....time for sleep. I'm so sleep deprived, I'm twitching. Its pretty entertaining though. but yeah. time for sleep.

g'night.

I can't believe

that I am thinking about trying out for my schools lacross team. It's funny. Me...playing a sport. And this sport being lacross. I can see me playing soccer..only because I have played that all my life. But lacross?!

I think it will be a...hmm...entertaining experience...? haha. I'm pumped.

I had a halloween partay friday. It was pretty rad. People seemed to enjoy themselves. We just played rockband and had a bon fire and gained about 10 pounds each from the food. It was great. I was the joker. I looked pretty sweet. Everyone looked awesome. I love halloween. It's probley my favorite holiday. chyeaa !

Bah, at school today, there was a mock election and McCain won ! HOOrah. He got like 1400+ votes and Obama only got around 470. Oh yes. If only the real election would go that way. That would be rad.

Flowers for Algernon starts Thursday. You should come see it. I'm in the orchestra. Its about a retard. Its pretty darn good. I get to miss class on Wednesday and Friday ! Woo !

Oh, yesterday I went over to a girl in my english group's house to film our Hamlet project. I think our project will be the best. We had Act 3 which has the famous "To be or not to be" speech. We are such bad actors its amazing.

194 days until I graduate. I cannot believe that I will be graduating. It seems like yesterday was the first day of freshman year. And here I am...a senior. Its just crazy.

but chyea.

Nobama.

since when has BO been good?
i mean what the hell?
and this "change" is not going to do anything.no one is even going to have any pocket change to get around in life because of all the taxes.
Why the hell do people want to raise taxes? I mean, things are already hard as it is. Yeah, the gas prices are going down...but what if they shoot back up again?

I just don't understand why people are for higher taxes. I thought people hated higher taxes. And a mojority of democrates are usually young college students, or people who don't have a ton of extra money. Where the hell are they going to get more money to pay for these higher taxes?

People don't seem to think sometimes. Its getting too late for people to think, they are just jumping on the band wagon. Its going to bite them in the ass sooner or later when they go bankrupt because they don't have any money to pay for these higher taxes.

Yeah, Obama wants this change. Yeah, extra change for his pocket.

I hate Shakespeare

but I just love this translation in Hamlet


HAMLET
I've heard all about you women and your cosmetics too. God gives you one face, but you paint another on top of it. You dance and prance and lisp; you call God's creations by pet names, and you excuse your sexpot ploys by pleading ignorance. Come on, I won't stand for it anymore. It's driven me crazy. I hereby declare we will have no more marriage. Whoever is already married (except one person I know) will stay married—all but one person. Everyone else will have to stay single. Get yourself to a convent, fast.


mannn, this is one of the best lines.
there are quite a few amazing words throughout this play. I think i may acutally like Hamlet, now that I have the translation and I know whats going on because its in english, not Shakespeareian....but yeahhhh


wooo.

I bought

a Memphis hoodie today. I still can't get it through my head that I was accepted to go to college. It's not because I have bad grades, noo, I got me a 3.4, it's just the fact that its college. It's crazy to think that this time next year I will be a college student. I just can't believe it. I won't see most of the people I see everyday anymore.

But i'm excited for something new. I'm pumped to start a new chapter in my life. I'm pumped for graduation. I'm half way through my last first semester in high school. I wrote the number of days in my agenda book until graduation. Its like 200 days or so away haha. We have to order our graduation announcements on Tuesday. My mom has already cried a number of times that "her baby is a senior." You know, the mom type of stuff haha. My dad has been going around singing the Memphis fight song whenever he sees me. And then Liz, well she's Liz.

I don't care that I'm staying close to home. Honestly, I really don't want to go far away. I want to be able to stay close to my parents. I'm not ready to just leave them yet. I'm far enough away that I can take care of myself, yet still close enough to go home when I need them. And I have a ton of friends in the Memphis band. I'm pumped to play in that band ! I'll get to play with Brian again ! I'm super excited for that.

I can wait for college, but I want it to come faster. I'm not ready to grow up quite yet. But I'm ready to meet new people. I'm just pumped for whats to come.

Well, time to go apply for a few more colleges just because I can.
:P

I find

people to be weird. Especially ones that I just can't get. They, just, I don't know. I don't get them.

meh.

I'm so tired of French. I don't know if i want to minor in it. Its only been 9 weeks and I hate french. All we do is harry potter ! gah. its getting old. but whatever. I need to get a 98 to get exempt from english. blehhh. I hate school. I wish I already graduated.

I can't think.
I need sleep.
I'm gunna go watch Beetlejuice.

It's bittersweet

that last night was my last high school marching competition. I'm sad, yet happy. I'm happy that I have done 4 years of marching and never got tired of it. Yet, I'm sad because it was my last one. If you don't know me, you don't know how big of a band geek I am. I breathe band. Our last competition was Bandmasters at the Liberty Bowl. We came in 7th, but I don't care because Houston lost !! Thank god ! If they had won, my last competition would have sucked. Munford came in first and Arlington in 2nd. They deserved it, they were really good.

We got to see the University of Memphis band and I got to see some of my friends who have graduated and are in that band. I can't wait to march there. It looks like so much fun. I'm pumped to go to Memphis for college.

But yeah, now to look forward to the rest of my band year and whats to come. I'm excited for it all.

:F

I have the urge

to buy me a ticket back to Europe. I want to go back so bad. I miss it. It was so pretty there. Its not even funny. I went to the top of the eiffel tower, took 26 pictures of the mona lisa, rode the worlds biggest ferris wheel the eye, saw big ben, met Napoleon, bought a bunch of crap, had a real crepe, ate so much bread, oh man i could go on and on and on. I got to put my four years of french to the test. The only thing i asked was "Aves-vous une toillette?" which means do you have a toilet? It was quite sad. But hey, I got to speak to a french person.

I really don't want to go to band practice today. its no fun. well it is. just not from 2 to 5. Thats not fun. Especially when I don't know where my chubby shorts are. It's gunna be nice and hot today. I'm just so excited.

I made cinnimon rolls this morning. They were delicious.

yeah yeah yeah

im posting again. but I want a MacBook. Today was the first day i actually played with one. Those things are sooo cool. Me and my friend made videos of us messing around with stuff and took pictures. oh man. those things are amazing

you can go to my youtube, 0hlucy, and watch one of the videos we did. we were on a roller coaster.

but heres some of our amazing photos.

i hate how

the academy is is full of sexy men. I can't choose which one to love.

this is my problem. i like too many guys. i need to find one and stick with him. gahh. why do boys have to be so attractive?

I think i like sisky the best. hes adorable.

I lessthanthree him.

Oh, So as the band was trying to leave

our bus got stuck. We were pulling out then all of a sudden, we stopped moving. Our bus driver started putting the pedal down to the floor and then our bus was engulfed in smoke and it smelled horrible. So I took some videos of our trip. We all thought it might have gotten stuck because all the fat people were on the bus. I hope that wasnt the reason because if it was, then my self confidence would be down in the dumps. Yeah the bus was blocking traffic. My friend's dad had to direct traffic around the bus. It took us about 45 minutes to get the bus moving. But all in all, it was pretty damn fun.

Woooo.

I have recently fell in love with Jason Mraz. He is amazing. That word is really over used. He's...stupendous. That's a good word. I just love his lyrics. All of them. But my Favorite at the moment is "I'm Yours" It's...I don't know. but I just love them. I also love the lyrics to A Cursive Memory's "Perfect Company". I love lyrics. I just love music. I feel high and listening to every word and discovering the meaning behind everything. It's just wonderful.

I love the feeling

I get when I'm around people I love. It makes me feel safe, loved, wanted, needed, and happy. I love my friends. Sometimes I just don't understand them, but I couldn't live without them. They are my foundation.

Yesterday was my last marching band competition at Vanderbilt. It was quite depressing. We didn't win anything, yet we got all supeior ratings and didn't place. It doesnt make sense, but whatever. Next saturday is our last competition. I'm kind of sad. I love marching season. I love marching band. I love the bus rides. But yeah.

I really just wanted to say that I just love my friends.
:K

I don't understand

people. I just can't figure it out. Some people I understand, but others I just can't read.

I'm really not liking the fact that senior leaders don't get to go on the field for our marching competition awards. Its not fair to just have our Field commanders go up. Senior leaders deserve to go on the field. How is that not "professional"? every single other band sends up at least 20 kids on to the field. and we are one of the biggest bands, and we only have our 3 field commanders. I don't get it. Its just stupid. I've tried to do things. I've asked our band director about and I get "not right now, ask me later" and then when I ask later. He just says " I'll think about it". I get my mom to email him, he never emails back. Professional ain't it. Honestly, I think our band president should say something. He's a great president...pfft.

I'm excited for Vanderbilt competition; well I'm more excited for the bus ride. I love band bus rides. They are rad.

I love rain. It's lovely. Its been raining all day. We didn't have to go outside for band, which was nice. We just practiced music. Which is what we needed, badly.

I now have a 3.4 gpa. HOOrah.

Halloween is my senior night. We are learning a whole new show. I'm excited. I have no idea what it's gunna be, but I've heard that its along the lines of Michael Jackson. So it will be AWESOME. I took some pictures today when it stopped raining for 10 minutes. The lighting was perfect. my favorite picture was this one I took of the fence. It looks raad.

Bleh...I have Algebra 2 tutoring tonight. I hate that class. I have a B, yesss I can scratch off number 2 on my list ! I hope I am able to get exempt from my classes. I really don't want to take exams this year. Oh man, that would be nice. Not having to take exams. Chyeaaaa.

I really like the book Frankenstein. I'm on chapter 7. I'm so proud of myself. I have 113 pages left !wooo!

chyea. welp. thats all for now.
:F

Hi, this is Lucy Dean

So, uh...it's not what you think. I mean it gets big, no that's not what I mean...its just that..
I like to color.

okay, time out.

Liz?

wait, its 9.

Who whats their picture taken!?

My phones ringing I can feel it. Some ones calling me. I can't find my phone !

Ah, this is not good. This is not good at all. I am out of my juice. It was apple juice, don't worry.

Man, I had something I really wanted to say, but I had all this running through my head that I forgot.... okay, so what is today? I had it all planned out.

It's not cool

My dog, Jack, has heartworms. He's only three. not cool...




I didn't think senioritis would come this early in the year. It kind of stinks because I have to will to ever do homework. But thank the lord for study hall in first period. I have no idea what i would do without it.
I hate how people steal things. I got my lock stolen a few days ago. Not cool. Not cool at all. This week hasn't been that great.

I my thoughts that I don't want to post on here in a journal. I never thought about what would happen to that journal when I'm gone. Will I read it to my kids? Will I just throw it away? I mean, I already have about 3 journals...and the other two are just kind of gathering dust. I occasionally read one of the old ones just to get a laugh. But, yeah. I have all sorts of things in my journals. I love myjournals. I have poems, song lyrics, lists of things that I had/wanted to do, stories from the day, etc... That makes me happy, just letting my brain overflow onto paper, well just the stuff I don't want to post on here.
I have come to the conclusion that I have a lot of lists. I have a ton of to do lists. I have to do lists for band, school work, life, famous sexy actors, all sorts of things. One list that I would really love to scratch everything off of would have to be my list of things I want to do before I leave for college.
1. Get exempts from my classes
2. Get a B in Alg 2
3. Get a boyfriend.
4. Be kissed.
5. Sit on a roof and stare at the stars.
6. Go shopping for my dorm
7. Get accepted to a random college on the other side of the country.
8. Actually fill out my transcript request form so I can get accepted.
9. Actually read one of my English books.
10. Make all West band again.
12. Be in the orchestra for a play.
13. Get a fun job.
14. Buy an iPod Touch
15. Go on a road trip with my friends.
16. Make a crazy youtube video.


thats all i can think of for now. But I will randomly add more as the year goes on, and hopefully strike some off that list. But for now, I'm happy with the way things are. Welp, time to go to Alg 2 tutoring so I can mark on number 2 on my list !
happy days.

first timer

chyeaa
I finally have a spot to put my blogs.
until i get my macbook and can make vlogs.

but yeah
So to start things off, I'm Lucy.
Its nice to meet ya.

I'm a nerd. A biiig nerd. I play the French horn. I want to be a drum corps.
I just learned how to jumpstart my car...only because my battery was dead.
I love to make videos and take pictures of my friends
I want to become a famous YouTuber.
Oh yes, I have high expectations.
I want to go to college and major in Management Informational Systems.
I love computers.
I love music. I wrote a paper on music and how music is my oxygen.


I love reading other peoples blogs. One of my favorites is ZacharyxBinks.
He's just amazing.

I am easily amused.
I tell stories
I have awesome dreams
I have a huge imagination.

Eventually, my imagination will show here, but for now, I have to leave you to your duties.

love.