Nobama.

since when has BO been good?
i mean what the hell?
and this "change" is not going to do anything.no one is even going to have any pocket change to get around in life because of all the taxes.
Why the hell do people want to raise taxes? I mean, things are already hard as it is. Yeah, the gas prices are going down...but what if they shoot back up again?

I just don't understand why people are for higher taxes. I thought people hated higher taxes. And a mojority of democrates are usually young college students, or people who don't have a ton of extra money. Where the hell are they going to get more money to pay for these higher taxes?

People don't seem to think sometimes. Its getting too late for people to think, they are just jumping on the band wagon. Its going to bite them in the ass sooner or later when they go bankrupt because they don't have any money to pay for these higher taxes.

Yeah, Obama wants this change. Yeah, extra change for his pocket.

I hate Shakespeare

but I just love this translation in Hamlet


HAMLET
I've heard all about you women and your cosmetics too. God gives you one face, but you paint another on top of it. You dance and prance and lisp; you call God's creations by pet names, and you excuse your sexpot ploys by pleading ignorance. Come on, I won't stand for it anymore. It's driven me crazy. I hereby declare we will have no more marriage. Whoever is already married (except one person I know) will stay married—all but one person. Everyone else will have to stay single. Get yourself to a convent, fast.


mannn, this is one of the best lines.
there are quite a few amazing words throughout this play. I think i may acutally like Hamlet, now that I have the translation and I know whats going on because its in english, not Shakespeareian....but yeahhhh


wooo.

I bought

a Memphis hoodie today. I still can't get it through my head that I was accepted to go to college. It's not because I have bad grades, noo, I got me a 3.4, it's just the fact that its college. It's crazy to think that this time next year I will be a college student. I just can't believe it. I won't see most of the people I see everyday anymore.

But i'm excited for something new. I'm pumped to start a new chapter in my life. I'm pumped for graduation. I'm half way through my last first semester in high school. I wrote the number of days in my agenda book until graduation. Its like 200 days or so away haha. We have to order our graduation announcements on Tuesday. My mom has already cried a number of times that "her baby is a senior." You know, the mom type of stuff haha. My dad has been going around singing the Memphis fight song whenever he sees me. And then Liz, well she's Liz.

I don't care that I'm staying close to home. Honestly, I really don't want to go far away. I want to be able to stay close to my parents. I'm not ready to just leave them yet. I'm far enough away that I can take care of myself, yet still close enough to go home when I need them. And I have a ton of friends in the Memphis band. I'm pumped to play in that band ! I'll get to play with Brian again ! I'm super excited for that.

I can wait for college, but I want it to come faster. I'm not ready to grow up quite yet. But I'm ready to meet new people. I'm just pumped for whats to come.

Well, time to go apply for a few more colleges just because I can.
:P

I find

people to be weird. Especially ones that I just can't get. They, just, I don't know. I don't get them.

meh.

I'm so tired of French. I don't know if i want to minor in it. Its only been 9 weeks and I hate french. All we do is harry potter ! gah. its getting old. but whatever. I need to get a 98 to get exempt from english. blehhh. I hate school. I wish I already graduated.

I can't think.
I need sleep.
I'm gunna go watch Beetlejuice.

It's bittersweet

that last night was my last high school marching competition. I'm sad, yet happy. I'm happy that I have done 4 years of marching and never got tired of it. Yet, I'm sad because it was my last one. If you don't know me, you don't know how big of a band geek I am. I breathe band. Our last competition was Bandmasters at the Liberty Bowl. We came in 7th, but I don't care because Houston lost !! Thank god ! If they had won, my last competition would have sucked. Munford came in first and Arlington in 2nd. They deserved it, they were really good.

We got to see the University of Memphis band and I got to see some of my friends who have graduated and are in that band. I can't wait to march there. It looks like so much fun. I'm pumped to go to Memphis for college.

But yeah, now to look forward to the rest of my band year and whats to come. I'm excited for it all.

:F

I have the urge

to buy me a ticket back to Europe. I want to go back so bad. I miss it. It was so pretty there. Its not even funny. I went to the top of the eiffel tower, took 26 pictures of the mona lisa, rode the worlds biggest ferris wheel the eye, saw big ben, met Napoleon, bought a bunch of crap, had a real crepe, ate so much bread, oh man i could go on and on and on. I got to put my four years of french to the test. The only thing i asked was "Aves-vous une toillette?" which means do you have a toilet? It was quite sad. But hey, I got to speak to a french person.

I really don't want to go to band practice today. its no fun. well it is. just not from 2 to 5. Thats not fun. Especially when I don't know where my chubby shorts are. It's gunna be nice and hot today. I'm just so excited.

I made cinnimon rolls this morning. They were delicious.

yeah yeah yeah

im posting again. but I want a MacBook. Today was the first day i actually played with one. Those things are sooo cool. Me and my friend made videos of us messing around with stuff and took pictures. oh man. those things are amazing

you can go to my youtube, 0hlucy, and watch one of the videos we did. we were on a roller coaster.

but heres some of our amazing photos.

i hate how

the academy is is full of sexy men. I can't choose which one to love.

this is my problem. i like too many guys. i need to find one and stick with him. gahh. why do boys have to be so attractive?

I think i like sisky the best. hes adorable.

I lessthanthree him.

Oh, So as the band was trying to leave

our bus got stuck. We were pulling out then all of a sudden, we stopped moving. Our bus driver started putting the pedal down to the floor and then our bus was engulfed in smoke and it smelled horrible. So I took some videos of our trip. We all thought it might have gotten stuck because all the fat people were on the bus. I hope that wasnt the reason because if it was, then my self confidence would be down in the dumps. Yeah the bus was blocking traffic. My friend's dad had to direct traffic around the bus. It took us about 45 minutes to get the bus moving. But all in all, it was pretty damn fun.

Woooo.

I have recently fell in love with Jason Mraz. He is amazing. That word is really over used. He's...stupendous. That's a good word. I just love his lyrics. All of them. But my Favorite at the moment is "I'm Yours" It's...I don't know. but I just love them. I also love the lyrics to A Cursive Memory's "Perfect Company". I love lyrics. I just love music. I feel high and listening to every word and discovering the meaning behind everything. It's just wonderful.

I love the feeling

I get when I'm around people I love. It makes me feel safe, loved, wanted, needed, and happy. I love my friends. Sometimes I just don't understand them, but I couldn't live without them. They are my foundation.

Yesterday was my last marching band competition at Vanderbilt. It was quite depressing. We didn't win anything, yet we got all supeior ratings and didn't place. It doesnt make sense, but whatever. Next saturday is our last competition. I'm kind of sad. I love marching season. I love marching band. I love the bus rides. But yeah.

I really just wanted to say that I just love my friends.
:K

I don't understand

people. I just can't figure it out. Some people I understand, but others I just can't read.

I'm really not liking the fact that senior leaders don't get to go on the field for our marching competition awards. Its not fair to just have our Field commanders go up. Senior leaders deserve to go on the field. How is that not "professional"? every single other band sends up at least 20 kids on to the field. and we are one of the biggest bands, and we only have our 3 field commanders. I don't get it. Its just stupid. I've tried to do things. I've asked our band director about and I get "not right now, ask me later" and then when I ask later. He just says " I'll think about it". I get my mom to email him, he never emails back. Professional ain't it. Honestly, I think our band president should say something. He's a great president...pfft.

I'm excited for Vanderbilt competition; well I'm more excited for the bus ride. I love band bus rides. They are rad.

I love rain. It's lovely. Its been raining all day. We didn't have to go outside for band, which was nice. We just practiced music. Which is what we needed, badly.

I now have a 3.4 gpa. HOOrah.

Halloween is my senior night. We are learning a whole new show. I'm excited. I have no idea what it's gunna be, but I've heard that its along the lines of Michael Jackson. So it will be AWESOME. I took some pictures today when it stopped raining for 10 minutes. The lighting was perfect. my favorite picture was this one I took of the fence. It looks raad.

Bleh...I have Algebra 2 tutoring tonight. I hate that class. I have a B, yesss I can scratch off number 2 on my list ! I hope I am able to get exempt from my classes. I really don't want to take exams this year. Oh man, that would be nice. Not having to take exams. Chyeaaaa.

I really like the book Frankenstein. I'm on chapter 7. I'm so proud of myself. I have 113 pages left !wooo!

chyea. welp. thats all for now.
:F

Hi, this is Lucy Dean

So, uh...it's not what you think. I mean it gets big, no that's not what I mean...its just that..
I like to color.

okay, time out.

Liz?

wait, its 9.

Who whats their picture taken!?

My phones ringing I can feel it. Some ones calling me. I can't find my phone !

Ah, this is not good. This is not good at all. I am out of my juice. It was apple juice, don't worry.

Man, I had something I really wanted to say, but I had all this running through my head that I forgot.... okay, so what is today? I had it all planned out.