Why the fuck does my sister think that the reason behind me being single is because I don't wear make up? What the fuck? I hate wearing make-up, I just wear mascara. I think I look weird in make up and trashy. I hate girls who wear the caked on make-up, cause basically, it makes you look like whore.
For real. Look at yourself. Thats not really you. I want a guy to like me for the person I really am, not the slut that has to hide behind the make up. I feel pretty without makeup, I don't need it to make me feel good about the way look or feel. I love who I am, but I hate having a, what most guys call "hot" sister. Shes a fucking pom girl whos skinny and has all the looks. Pretty much the girls I hated in high school. They were the ones that always had a guy and were always seen. I've always been the invisible one. No one ever notices me. I'm always forgotten. I'm always on the backburner; in the back of peoples minds, or not even in them. I'm the person that people won't remember from high school. I feel like I am an average Jane.
I really wish I didn't have a sister. I wish I was an only child, or at least I didn't have sister like the one I have now. I feel like I'm the younger naive sister. I feel like shes always there telling me what to do to get a guy. I don't want a fucking guy like the guys she has chasing after her cause shes "hot". I don't want to be "hot" I want to be pretty, or beautiful. Those are the true compliments.
Why has our generation become so shallow? All people want now is a "sexy" girl to take back to their room. They don't care about the personality to her. Nothing ever changes.
I come back everyweekend, and the more I come back, I dread seeing my sister. If it was just my mom and dad I would be fine. I could really careless about seeing my sister.
I know I'm pretty. I don't need fucking make-up to make me pretty. Its this thing called 'natural beauty' that make-up industries keep trying to get you to buy their "natural beauty" make-up thats supposed to make it look like you aren't wearing any make-up. Whats the point? why buy more make-up to cake on to make it look like you're not wearing any? I must not be a real girl, but where is the reasoning behind that?
I wash my face and all that, and all i really need to look good is long eyelashes, and i'm ready to go.
Fuck make-up.
Fuck trying to look "hot"
Aim for beautiful and pretty and finding a guy who will say those words to you instead of "Damn, you look hot" then you'll know you have found the best guy in the world.
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Lucy, you're definitely NOT someone I will forget from high school. You're not on the backburner of my mind -- I think about you almost every day! You are beautiful, some people are just too shallow to notice anything but the caked on makeup.
I understand the no make-up thing. I occasionally wear eyeliner, and that's rare. For the most part it's a quick dab of one color eyeshadow and some mascara. Screw lipgloss -- my Carmax is all I will ever need.
I love you, Lucy! <3
Your bestie at Mizzou,
Ashley
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